Back Up
A poem by Kile McVey
Today,
I walked down Broadway
to a crusty corner Walgreens
& I bought 3 disposable cameras.
The humidity
from outside leaks
in through the loose crevices
of the creaking automatic doors
that never seem to shut all the way.
The plump cashier
wipes three beads
of sweat away from her
burgundy bangs —
“Do ya need a bag hon?”
She asks as she quickly
rips the beige receipt paper
out of her printer
“No ma’am. I’m ok.”
“Stop that, I am too young
to be a ma’am to anyone.”
I nod silently with a quickness
a soft breath leaves my chapped lips
muffled by the fabric of my mask
my glasses instantly fill with clouds
of my own quivering
humid air & for a second,
it feels like I am floating
above the surface
of the bleeding animal
that continues to bleed
out every day
not a clot insight.
I take the receipt from her
& float away outside
where a wall of solid
80-degree wind
brushes across my flushed cheeks.
the dissonance
of beeping horns
on Broadway & Belmont
thrust me into
a scene of several distant
reunions.
A tall slender woman
runs into the open arms
of a man who has two
pint-size dogs
on leashes. Somehow
he manages to hold her,
her shoulder bag, and the pooches whiles
pinning her in
tight circles.
I am the meat
of this jubilant sandwich of
joy, laughter, & heat.
Pressed firmly
against the brick wall
next to the Walgreens.
My ass finds comfort
in the sidewalk
as everything becomes hotter.
My palms become clams.
A small old man waves over
an even smaller white Fiat
with all of the windows rolled down.
He plops himself in the passenger seat
“Well, how the hell are ya? Huh?”
He tightly hugs the other man
that takes up the entire driver-side.
my soft floating
journey has now
turned into a fast ascent to
the ground,
beneath
the ground —
Somewhere
beneath the noise &
the rhythm
of an absent-minded Chicago.
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